I can't stand it

I hate being fat, even after loosing 30+ lbs. I'm still fat.
My body disgusts me.
Every time I look in a mirror I can't help but to turn to the side and stare with a face at my gut, thighs, chubby arms, and ass.
I can't stand it anymore, I just want to be thin.
And hey, I don't even have to be thin. I'll settle for 110-115 lbs. like any normal-not-fat-teen girl.
I don't want to be shopping for size 7s and 9s I want to be pulling 3's and 5's off of the rack.
It doesn't matter how much I do or don't eat, how much I work-out. I've still got unsightly bags of ick on me.
I can't stand this anymore.

I'm mean

I'm gonna take some time to spout off some Pro-Choice things I thought were funny.

"May the fetus you save be a black gay wiccan democrat."

"Pro-Life? Spend the time you normally would spend protesting helping starving children in Africa."

"If you cut off my reproductive choice, may I cut off yours?"

"What happeneds in my vagina is my business."

"Save the wire hangers, keep abortion safe and legal."

"If you can't trust me with a choice how can you trust me with a child?"

"Want abortion outlawed? How many unwanted children will you adopt?"

"Every fetus will have a life. Hitler's did too."

"77% of anti-abortionists are men. 100% of them will never be pregnant."

"McCain Palin - Bringing a wire coat hanger back to an alley near you."

"Your church. My uteris. Got it?"

"Your politics have no place in my uteris."

So leave me alone, I don't care :D Pro-life hypocrites that will never adopt can go suck my non existant dick.

Penis envy

I'm tired of being fat and blubbery. Tell me i'm skinny, whatever, thanks but it's still not good enough for me. 124 lbs. is a lot for a 5'3" frame. I want to be aroung 110-115 lbs. A 23 inch waist would be divine, it's what Bettie Page has (or had, old age has robbed her of that.) I have my own goals. There are people with bodies I really admire like Bettie Page, Selma Hayek, other people. Rosario Dawson <333>