Something happeneds often, that gets on my nerves. Guidance tends to skip over me for things. They forgot to call me in for four year planning my sophomore year, and today they seemingly forgot to give me an award that I was supposed to get at today's awards assembly.
The awards are for students who had a GPA of 3.5+ during last year's spring semester. Last spring semester I got noting lower than a 91, and a GPA of atleast 3.7 but apparently I don't get one.
I'm really angry D:<
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Monday, September 22, 2008
Got a hunch-back? Put a little glitter on it, come on down.
Somewhere along the line I apparently wasn't following, I became a little musical theater kid. I realized that all of my binders except for German are dedicated to musicals. The Rocky Horror Picture Show, The Phantom of the Opera, RENT, and Moulin Rouge. I suppose I'm one for drama, not in the baby-daddy sense. I'm totally watching Hairspray right now.
And so a few summers ago, Hilary said I could be president of the Anime Club once she graduated, and that I am. It looks super good on a resume and also we have a shit-ton of people this year. I'm talking 60+, which is more than the 60 we had last year. Our last count was 60, then at least 10+ people signed up after that but we didn't bother to count. Katie, Rachel and I were too busy flipping shits.
I just hope we get a bigger room.
Tons of anime fans+small cramped room+ poor air ventilation = BAD IDEA
And so a few summers ago, Hilary said I could be president of the Anime Club once she graduated, and that I am. It looks super good on a resume and also we have a shit-ton of people this year. I'm talking 60+, which is more than the 60 we had last year. Our last count was 60, then at least 10+ people signed up after that but we didn't bother to count. Katie, Rachel and I were too busy flipping shits.
I just hope we get a bigger room.
Tons of anime fans+small cramped room+ poor air ventilation = BAD IDEA
Saturday, September 20, 2008
And when
He looks into my eyes, caresses my face, and kisses me gently I know everything will be better than okay. And when he says, "I love you so much Katie," with all the sincerity in the world, I actually feel safe and at home for once.
When you realize it it's a life-changing thing.
When you realize it it's a life-changing thing.
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Well that's odd
I've lost 4 lbs.
:D
Which is good but the odd thing is, I can tell and feel and measure that all the fat I've lost has been off of my back. What. The. Fuck. I thought people didn't spot loose fat and that they lost it from all over? Oh well, I'm not complaning. Casey had me against a car today and we were kissing, with his hands on my sides/back and he goes, "wow you really have lost weight."
Off of my back :D still good, no one wants a fat back. That along with dropping a jr. pants size over the summer somehow (my weight didn't even change!) But I'm not complaining. Most people probably wouldn't notice that I've lost any weight but I still feel a lot better about myself.
I mutilated Rachel's peanut butter sandwhich at lunch today, I taught that bitch who's boss.
:D
Which is good but the odd thing is, I can tell and feel and measure that all the fat I've lost has been off of my back. What. The. Fuck. I thought people didn't spot loose fat and that they lost it from all over? Oh well, I'm not complaning. Casey had me against a car today and we were kissing, with his hands on my sides/back and he goes, "wow you really have lost weight."
Off of my back :D still good, no one wants a fat back. That along with dropping a jr. pants size over the summer somehow (my weight didn't even change!) But I'm not complaining. Most people probably wouldn't notice that I've lost any weight but I still feel a lot better about myself.
I mutilated Rachel's peanut butter sandwhich at lunch today, I taught that bitch who's boss.
Why live life from dream to dream?
Anyone wo knows me at all will know my grudge against the public school system for not letting me into honors classes, regaurdless of me having 100 averages for the year in multiple classes and being done with my work before everyone else.
Also added to the judgement of "your not smart enough" is the ironic sting of my senior year. This year the guidance department tells me, "sure you can be in honors but you would have to give up Art 4."
ART IS WHAT I FUCKING LIVE FOR
So ofcourse that didn't go down. And hey, I'd rather have art anyway. But when I see people dumber than me get into these classes, it pisses me off. Just because they talk out more in class doesn't mean they're intelligent. That just makes me give up hope. Whenever it comes to me I seem to be at a natural disadvantage. Why care anymore? I'll be an artist anyway, who cares if they're smart.
Making it into those classes was very important to me though...
And to know that I didn't make it into the gifted program on the count of an ear infection that rendered my hearing useless (in a test where the questions were read aloud) makes me feel completely useless. I wasn't meant to be anything important, and I wasn't meant to be anything useful. I'm not even that good at art, my passion.
I don't even know anymore.
Also added to the judgement of "your not smart enough" is the ironic sting of my senior year. This year the guidance department tells me, "sure you can be in honors but you would have to give up Art 4."
ART IS WHAT I FUCKING LIVE FOR
So ofcourse that didn't go down. And hey, I'd rather have art anyway. But when I see people dumber than me get into these classes, it pisses me off. Just because they talk out more in class doesn't mean they're intelligent. That just makes me give up hope. Whenever it comes to me I seem to be at a natural disadvantage. Why care anymore? I'll be an artist anyway, who cares if they're smart.
Making it into those classes was very important to me though...
And to know that I didn't make it into the gifted program on the count of an ear infection that rendered my hearing useless (in a test where the questions were read aloud) makes me feel completely useless. I wasn't meant to be anything important, and I wasn't meant to be anything useful. I'm not even that good at art, my passion.
I don't even know anymore.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Evolution and Homecoming Queens
Today I upset someone with my whole meat is murder rant. She just said "god put animals on the Earth for us to eat."
If God put animals on Earth for us to eat we'd be MUCH different.
I told her if she thought so, to go out into the wilderness, choose a prey, chase it, lunge, pin it down, kill it and start eating it's meat with no tools, straight from the animal. The only catch was she couldn't contract a disease.
If we were MEANT to eat it, we'd have claws, we'd be much faster, we'd have fangs, and stronger jaws. I can only think of one person who'd be capable of this and that's Bailey. However she is a werewolf. Moving on.
....!
Jared voted Casey and I homecoming king and queen. I HIGHLY doubt we'll get anywhere with this, but hey we'll see how it goes. Everyone always votes the most popular people, not some weird kids. I'll vote for him and myself, just to tickle my fancy. Buuut it's not going to happen. I'll make a bet. Anyway.
I can't wait for Cindy to have her baby! :3 I want to see it. She finds out tomorow if it's a guy or a girl.
Peace!
If God put animals on Earth for us to eat we'd be MUCH different.
I told her if she thought so, to go out into the wilderness, choose a prey, chase it, lunge, pin it down, kill it and start eating it's meat with no tools, straight from the animal. The only catch was she couldn't contract a disease.
If we were MEANT to eat it, we'd have claws, we'd be much faster, we'd have fangs, and stronger jaws. I can only think of one person who'd be capable of this and that's Bailey. However she is a werewolf. Moving on.
....!
Jared voted Casey and I homecoming king and queen. I HIGHLY doubt we'll get anywhere with this, but hey we'll see how it goes. Everyone always votes the most popular people, not some weird kids. I'll vote for him and myself, just to tickle my fancy. Buuut it's not going to happen. I'll make a bet. Anyway.
I can't wait for Cindy to have her baby! :3 I want to see it. She finds out tomorow if it's a guy or a girl.
Peace!
Monday, September 15, 2008
Why I'm a vegetarian
Meat is murder, and that's why I'm a vegetarian. Just watch these while you sit on your disgusing butts shoving dead shit in your mouth.
I bet you wouldn't eat that burger if it was your dog would you?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GWUZDwYlbg8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nP3v1rnQio4
It makes me sick that people are so greedy they'd take mass quantities of innocent lives just so they can grow fatter and have a happy tounge for all of a few minutes.
It wouldn't let me embed the videos :/
A lot of loose ends
Not much to say yet, but let me establish a few things.
- I'm a vegetarian
- I'm not "straight edge" per say, but I still strongly disagree with smoking and drinking.
- Art is my life, and I'm turning into a big musical theatre kid.
- If I think a person doesn't deem me worth their time, I won't waste mine with them.
- I really value my friendships.
- Go ahead and be a ho, fuck with guys you don't know, and don't know who your baby dady is fo'sho. I make sure I'm in relationships when that happens.
On a lighter note, my current long term relationship still gives me butterflies in my tummy every time I see him, he becomes even more handsome every day, and he is way smarter than I am. Perfect match <3
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